Number 5 Bill Johnson's Dreaming with God. Bill's words from Proverbs 13 have been a lifeline to me this year. Hope deferred makes the heart sick but a longing fulfilled is the tree of life. We focus so much on what God isn't doing instead of what he has done. Which brings such despair. When we focus on what God is doing and what he has done, Hope springs a fresh in our hearts. This is a must read if you have battled discouragement or depression.